A Peek Into My Mind by evryrosehasitsthorns, literature
Literature
A Peek Into My Mind
My mind is generally a dark, warped, bizarre place. I have innumerable insecurities, anxieties, doubts, obsessions, variable moods, and so on that I can never seem to get a hold of. I frequently feel I have absolutely no control over my mind, and thus easily give in to just letting it do whatever it wants, controlling me like a puppet, or killing my willpower so that I become near-catatonic. The more that I learn about myself, the more that I fear myself, but the more that... some sort of light seems to shine on the otherwise dark landscape that is my mind. It's a mixture of hope and enlightenment with fear and uncertainty. While many minds c
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